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BLOGI can't reveal the deepest truth,
Only choke out the tiniest of fragments,
I can't trick myself I'm curled up in bed with a cozy diary or journal,
Never a real feeling,
In spite of my fear of being exposed,
Without hearing some random savage bitch,
"Make it brief."
"WTF emo poseur."
"OMG, that's so fucking gay."
The random savage internet bitch,
Ready to pounce if one inch of real flesh is out in the open,
The one who exists inside everyone's head
She's the one who made me hide.
Gothic LolitaMy world is enveloped in a haze of ebony,
This is what I wear, this black laced Lolita dress;
This is how I live, in smoky shadows cloaked in dark sunshine;
Between life and death,
Even though each beautiful thing hurts,
I won't shed my tears,
As a whole card deck of memories fall into my face,
Too many sad and violent stories
A razor blade digs inside me,
Precise and sharp,
Tracing intricate designs upon my skin,
A red streak running through me,
A flash of coldness,
Letting it burn and shear through my entire body,
So hard, it imprints internal bruises,
Drinking up the essence like a bitter medicine.
EasterRemember what you love,
you with sand in your teeth
and the feral burn of hunger
in your eyes.
God sends his regrets.
He made you grasping and slow,
in a late hour
when the wine washed low.
Remember what you love.
Fall to your knees in the toss
and the swell, quell
the appetite of the cold black sea.
Beg blessings for your home
and the salt-sick trees.
Reach what lies near:
the fat-faced child, the sweet-soft lamb;
tether the tantrum, trickle the blood.
Offer psalms to what is holy,
whisper the name of what you love
as it bobs in the bleak mad sea.
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Bluefley has a gallery filled with artwork that whisks you off in to a Sci-fi daydream, and keeps you captivated for hours. Marc has been a member of our community for over a decade and has achieved nothing but success with his astounding commitment to interacting with the community, sharing a prolific amount of video tutorials and generally being an all round rockstar deviant. It is no joke that we are absolutely delighted to award the Deviousness Award for April 2014 to ... Read More